Anticipation

Well It's almost the 25th and I am doing pretty good. I have my moments where I start to get upset and I just have to remind myself that she is so my happier in heaven. I have to remind myself of how hard life must have been for her and how much pain she felt. When I think of this I calm down and realize that she is in a much better place and I wouldn't change a thing. I wouldn't trade her happiness and health for my own wants and needs. I've realized that sometimes when the Lord tells you things are going to be OK he doesn't always mean ok in our eyes, but OK in his eyes. I hope that makes sense because it makes so much more sense in my head. Anyway I decided to take off work on the 25th and visit Addison memorial. I feel like that is what I need to do and I plan on being there Friday morning to give her flowers and tell her I love her.

I know this is short but I am just not up to writing to much and I am tired. I wish everyone a wonderful weekend and I request that you all pray for me during this hard time.

Please feel free to view Addison's tribute video that Shelia made for us last year.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t_zvS8Ljgr4